My heart skip a beat

My heart beating so fast.. And my heart skip a beat.. And I just forgot how to breathe.. Just one more day.. ONE MORE DAY!! I can't believe it!! Tomorrow is the day I'm gonna meet Akhmar for the first time!! I still remember how crazy I am to waiting for that day.. And now I can't breathe when remembering that tomorrow is that day!!

I don't know what I feel right now.. It a mix feeling.. I'm excited and nervous too.. I got a feeling that I will be speechless tomorrow.. Something that really hard for you guys to see it in me.. But I just remember this.. BE FEARLESS!! Tomorrow I just gonna take a deep breathe and walk to Akhmar.. And say hi to she..

And then we gonna go to the Secret Recipe where I will treat she her birthday cake and ask she to open up her gift.. And then we probably gonna go shopping first where I need to find my friend present which is her birthday is on Monday.. And then we gonna head straight to the Petrosains and having a fun!!

So tomorrow my brother and his family probably go too.. But hey I make they all clear that I'm not gonna baby sit Fakhira and Fakhriah and they better make sure they out of my way.. Except when I want too.. But well what I really think right now is what I should do and what I should talk to Akhmar tomorrow.. I'm starting to be speechless now..

When I open up my twitter today, this is what Akhmar said.. 'I hope @swifty13fans is doing great right now :) We'll meet tomorrow . Hey hey buddy !' She had no idea how nervous I am when reading that!! When I doing the physiotheraphy today I keep thinking about meeting she only.. That's all in my mind this day especially today..

I don't care if my shoulder keep driving me crazy tomorrow.. Cause nothing can stop me to meeting Akhmar tomorrow.. I'm not gonna watch Arsenal game vs Manchester United early in the morning cause that's not what I concern more.. I only concern about my meeting with Akhmar tomorrow.. Because that's all I ever think!!

So today I gonna do last check about what I want to bring and everything.. Then tomorrow I will try to fight my feeling.. So Taylor Swift you better get ready to make me calm!! So Akhmar, are you ready buddy?? Let's hope tomorrow we gonna having The Best Day of our life.. And let's hope tomorrow we not end up being speechless.. Haha.. Adios!!